Todays, I have too complex problem at me.
Melancholy, Depression, Gloom, all words are almost same meanning.
And I have that problems.
Everything, everytime, everywhere feels unlikely bad feels, thinking about what am I and why I living now and more ...
I guess what is problem and getting answer by myself.
Maybe answer not be far, But truely my solving problem can't be realized.
Every truth is in back side of shadow, can't reachabled, untruthabled.
Knowing, no - know to how solve this problem, seems not be possible if I am not a god.
Why people minds are so complex?
Why god made like this , human minds...
Sometimes, I wanna ask to our god.
Just waiting end of life ...