More than black

More than black, than I will be in.
There is no hope, future and humanity.
I am in the black, more darker than black, The Pure Black.
I wish that be myself. and the myself be the black.
More than black, More than darker.
And I'm the black.
Yes, I'm the one of that.

To myself for endurance.

How I feeling at this moment, changing team at office and goes to other divison.
May not be a good and umcomportable to everyone.
Working in Korean IT incorporation not easy specially todays.
Governent chairmen are don't cares normies, even higher officers including chairmen, no sense to taking care worker's rights.
Only all that for incomings.
As history flew, dominated or republic, whatever, always peoples - who known as mid. and belowers - serves their whole life for families and taking money back to bsnkers.
Who will shouts ?

Failed in love.

Who someone I've been befoe fall in love, She already have her's half.

I'd just kicked in air, Swam in space without protecting gear. What did I for?

Failed to love.
And I'm losing myself...
Today, I feels like end of the day, End of the life.

And I know today!
My chance may not be come back to me .

Failure :
Critical system error.
Brain not be works correctly.
Failed to controlling hormones.

I am in melancholy

Todays, I have too complex problem at me.
Melancholy, Depression, Gloom, all words are almost same meanning.
And I have that problems.
Everything, everytime, everywhere feels unlikely bad feels, thinking about what am I and why I living now and more ...
I guess what is problem and getting answer by myself.
Maybe answer not be far, But truely my solving problem can't be realized.
Every truth is in back side of shadow, can't reachabled, untruthabled.
Knowing, no - know to how solve this problem, seems not be possible if I am not a god.

Why people minds are so complex?
Why god made like this , human minds...
Sometimes, I wanna ask to our god.

Just waiting end of life ...

Cherry blossoms and spring comes again.

Again , the spring comes back.
And many Cherry blossoms are came back with the spring.
On this weekend, planning a outdoor picture shooting with people.
It may be cool chance to getting wonderful pictures.

And I waiting for one who taking pictures with.